12/18 I was vain, I dare say, and unjust, and hard. But don't you see--don't you understand--if we _could_ take such different views of such a case--if it could divide us so deeply--what chance would there be if we were married? But _now_," she turned to him slowly, "can't you see it for yourself? Certain things in me are gone--_gone_--and instead there is a fire--something driving, tormenting--which must burn its way out. When I think of what I liked so much when you asked me to marry you--being rich, and having beautiful things, and dresses, and jewels, and servants, and power--social power--above all _that_--I feel sick and choked. |