7/82 My brain cleared again, and the death of my arms to the shoulders was most rapidly accomplished. No longer did the pound and smash of my compressed heart echo in my brain. My heart was beating steadily but feebly. The joy of it, had I dared joy at such a moment, would have been the cessation of sensations. Still willing automatically, I began to grow dreamy, as one does in that borderland between sleeping and waking. |