[Holidays at Roselands by Martha Finley]@TWC D-Link bookHolidays at Roselands CHAPTER IV 11/12
So laying her gently down on the carpet, she went in search of Chloe, whom she found, as she had expected, in Elsie's room.
In a few hurried words Adelaide made her understand what had occurred, and that Elsie must be removed without the slightest noise or disturbance. Another moment and Chloe was at her darling's side, and raising her gently in her strong arms, she bore her quickly to her room, and laying her on a couch, proceeded to apply restoratives, murmuring the while, in low, pitiful tones, "De dear, precious lamb! it mos' breaks your ole mammy's heart to see you dis way." It was long ere consciousness returned; so long that Adelaide, who stood by, gazing sorrowfully at the little wan face, and reproaching herself for her cruelty, trembled and grew pale with apprehension. But at last, with a weary sigh, Elsie opened her eyes, and looked up, with a sad, bewildered expression, into the dusky face bent so anxiously over her, and then, with a feeling of intense relief, Adelaide slipped away to her own room, leaving them alone together. "What is it, mammy? Oh, I know! I remember! Oh, mammy, mammy! will my dear, precious papa die ?" sobbed the poor little girl, throwing her arms around her nurse's neck. "I hope not, darling" replied Chloe, soothingly.
"Massa Horace am pretty sick, I know; but I tinks de good Lord spare him, if we pray." "Oh, yes, yes, mammy, let us pray for him.
Let us both pray very earnestly, and I am sure God will spare him, because he has _promised_ to grant whatever two shall agree to ask." They knelt down, and Chloe prayed in her broken way; and when she had finished, Elsie poured out such a prayer as comes only from a heart ready to break with its load of sorrow and care. None but he who has tried it can tell what a blessed relief comes to those who thus "cast their care on Jesus." Elsie's burden was not less, but she no longer bore it alone; she had rolled it upon the Lord and he sustained her.
She shed a few quiet tears after she had laid her head upon her pillow, but soon forgot all her sorrows in a deep, sweet sleep, that lasted until morning. It was still early when she awoke and sprang up, with the intention of hastening, as usual, to her father's side; but alas! in another moment memory had recalled all the distressing events of the previous day, and, sinking back upon her pillow, she wept long and bitterly. But at length she dried her tears, and, kneeling at the bedside, poured out her sorrows and supplications into the ear of her Saviour, and thus again grew calm and strong to endure. As soon as she was dressed she went to her papa's door, hoping to see some one who could tell her how he was; but no one came, and she dared not venture in, and her intense anxiety had yet found no relief when the bell summoned the family to breakfast. The same cold looks awaited her there as on the night before, and the poor child could scarcely eat, and was glad when the comfortless meal was over. She followed Adelaide to Mr.Dinsmore's door, and begged her with tears and sobs to ask her papa to allow her to come to him, if it was only for one moment, just to look at him, and then go away again. Adelaide was touched by her evident anxiety and distress, and said, almost kindly, as she laid her hand on the handle of the door, "Well, Elsie, I will ask him; but I have no idea that it will be of any use, unless you will give up your foolish obstinacy." Elsie stood outside waiting with a beating heart, and though her aunt was really gone but a moment, it seemed a long time to her ere the door again opened. She looked up eagerly, and read the answer in Adelaide's face, ere she heard the coldly spoken, stern message-- "Your papa says you very well know the conditions on which you will be admitted to his presence, and that they are as unalterable as the laws of the Medes and Persians." The tears gushed from Elsie's eyes, and she turned away with a gesture of despair. "Elsie," said her aunt, "let me advise you to give up at once; for I am perfectly certain you never can conquer your father." "Oh, Aunt Adelaide! that is not what I want," murmured the child, in low, broken accents. But Adelaide went on without noticing the interruption-- "He is worse, and growing worse all the time, Elsie; his fever has been very high ever since yesterday afternoon--and we all know that it is nothing but your misconduct that has caused this relapse." Elsie could bear no more, but rushing away to her own room, and locking herself in, she gave way without restraint to her feelings of distress and anguish. Knowing that she was not expected in the school-room--as she had paid no attention to study since the beginning of her father's illness--she did not leave her room again until dinner-time. She was on her way to the dining-room, when her Aunt Adelaide, passing her in the hall, caught hold of her, saying, "Elsie, your papa is so ill that the doctor trembles for his life; he says he is certain that he has something on his mind that is distressing him and causing this alarming change, and unless it is removed he fears he will never be any better. Elsie, _you know what that something is_." Elsie stood as if turned to stone, while Adelaide, letting go her arm, moved quickly away, leaving her alone, stunned, bewildered, terrified by the suddenness of the dreadful announcement. She could not think or reason; she could only press her hands to her temples, in the vain endeavor to still their wild throbbing; then, turning back to her own room again, she threw herself upon her knees, and, resting her head against the bed, gave vent to her over-wrought feelings in such groans of anguish as seldom come from the heart of one so young.
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