33/62 And that's the awful part about it all, for I ought to know the secret, and I don't. I feel an absolute hypocrite at times--when I take a service, for example. I talk about things I don't understand in the least, even about God, and I begin to think I know nothing about Him...." He broke off, utterly miserable. "You darling!" he said, carried away by her tone. "I believe I'd rather have you than--than God!" She did not move in her corner, nor did she smile now. |