22/64 I cannot even resolve to resist it. It came upon me mildly that day at The Peacock Inn, when I first saw him, and it grows deeper and stronger day by day, and, alas! night by night. In some strange way I feel as if I had sunk into him--that he had absorbed me." "The iron, the seed, the cloud, and the rain," thought I. The feeling within me is like a sore heart: painful as it is, I must keep it. |