"It has been nothing but a fight since I married--a fight to keep him.

I used to think that marriage meant rest, contentment, but I know now that it means a battle--all the time--every instant.

I've never had one natural moment, I've never since the beginning been without a horrible suspicion--and I see now that I never shall be.

He likes me best I know--in his heart he really puts me first--but there are others and I won't have it.

I'll be alone, I'll be the only one or nothing.