I can't help it.

It was probably born in me.

Now, I will take that contract up for you." Barrington gazed at him in bewildered astonishment.
But you would lose on it heavily.

How could you overcome a difficulty that is too great for me ?" "Well," said Winston, with a little smile, "it seems I have some ability in dealing with these affairs." Barrington did not answer for a while, and when he spoke it was slowly.
"You have a wonderful capacity for making any one believe in you." "That is not the point," said Winston.

"If you will let me have the contract, or, and it comes to the same thing, buy the wheat it calls for, and if advisable sell as much again, exactly as I tell you, at my risk and expense, I shall get what I want out of it.