Physically, except that I cannot run, or jump, or dance, I do not feel much difference, and I don't want to do those things.

Spirits are better.

Life itself has less worries with it, and seems prettier and truer to me now that I can look at it objectively, without hopes and anxieties on my own account.

I have nothing to expect in this world in the way of good.

It has given me all that it will or can.