41/43 She was at the point when his coming made a difference that she could feel; when she heard his step her blood beat faster, and she could feel herself turning a shade paler. Then the heavy lids would droop a little to hide what was in her dark eyes, and there were many voices in her ear, as though the very air cried _gloria_, while her heart answered _in excelsis_. But when he was come the gentle tale seemed carried on, as from the hour of his last going; and while he stayed life seemed one long day. It is the instinct of good women to fight against love--he comes in such a questionable shape. A good woman sees a difference between being in love and loving--well knowing that there is passion without love, but no love without passion. |