Indeed I was too weary to walk further: the air was chill but I was careless of bodily inconvenience, and I thought that I was well inured to the weather during my two years of solitude, when no change of seasons prevented my perpetual wanderings.
I lay upon the grass surrounded by a darkness which not the slightest beam of light penetrated--There was no sound for the deep night had laid to sleep the insects, the only creatures that lived on the lone spot where no tree or shrub could afford shelter to aught else--There was a wondrous silence in the air that calmed my senses yet which enlivened my soul, my mind hurried from image to image and seemed to grasp an eternity.

All in my heart was shadowy yet calm, untill my ideas became confused and at length died away in sleep.[78] When I awoke it rained:[79] I was already quite wet, and my limbs were stiff and my head giddy with the chill of night.

It was a drizzling, penetrating shower; as my dank hair clung to my neck and partly covered my face, I had hardly strength to part with my fingers, the long strait locks that fell before my eyes.

The darkness was much dissipated and in the east where the clouds were least dense the moon was visible behind the thin grey cloud-- The moon is behind, and at the full And yet she looks both small and dull.[80] Its presence gave me a hope that by its means I might find my home.
But I was languid and many hours passed before I could reach the cottage, dragging as I did my slow steps, and often resting on the wet earth unable to proceed.
I particularly mark this night, for it was that which has hurried on the last scene of my tragedy, which else might have dwindled on through long years of listless sorrow.

I was very ill when I arrived and quite incapable of taking off my wet clothes that clung about me.
In the morning, on her return, my servant found me almost lifeless, while possessed by a high fever I was lying on the floor of my room.
I was very ill for a long time, and when I recovered from the immediate danger of fever, every symptom of a rapid consumption declared itself.