[The Claverings by Anthony Trollope]@TWC D-Link bookThe Claverings CHAPTER XVI 18/34
But Florence was in the way, and he could not do it.
How was he to answer Lady Ongar? It was more difficult now than ever to tell her of Florence Burton. His eyes were full of tears, and she accepted that as his excuse for not answering her.
"I suppose they would say that I was a romantic fool. When the price has been taken one cannot cleanse oneself of the stain. With Judas, you know, it was not sufficient that he gave back the money. Life was too heavy for him, and so he went out and hanged himself." "Julia," he said, getting up from his chair, and going over to where she sat on a sofa, "Julia, it is horrid to hear you speak of yourself in that way.
I will not have it.
You are not such a one as the Iscariot." And as he spoke to her, he found her hand in his. "I wish you had my burden, Harry, for one half day, so that you might know its weight." "I wish I could bear it for you--for life." "To be always alone, Harry; to have none that come to me and scold me, and love me, and sometimes make me smile! You will scold me at any rate; will you not? It is terrible to have no one near one that will speak to one with the old easiness of familiar affection.
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