10/13 But, listen now: whatever has happened--I'm not yet sure what it is--I no longer suffer. Two things only I know: that our creed still has my godless, scoffing, unbaptised father in hell, and that my love for him--my absolute _oneness_ with him--has not lessened. The consciousness of God's majesty comes often in that way, and often it overwhelms the unprepared. It was hard, but it will leave you more a man; your soul and your faith will both survive. |