[Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) by Frank Harris]@TWC D-Link bookOscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) CHAPTER XXV 29/31
Yet he reviled me, Frank, whipped me, shamed me....
He has broken me, he has broken me, the man I loved; my very heart is a cold weight in me," ...
and he got up and moved aside with the tears pouring down his cheeks. "Don't take it so much to heart," I said in a minute or two, going after him, "the loss of affection I cannot help, but a hundred or so a year is not much; I will see that you get that every year." "Oh, Frank, it is not the money; it is his denial, his insults, his hate that kills me; the fact that I have ruined myself for someone who cares nothing; who puts a little money before me; it is as if I were choked with mud.... "Once I thought myself master of my life; lord of my fate, who could do what I pleased and would always succeed.
I was as a crowned king till I met him, and now I am an exile and outcast and despised. "I have lost my way in life; the passers-by all scorn me and the man whom I loved whips me with foul insults and contempt.
There is no example in history of such a betrayal, no parallel.
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