Believe me--please! I liked that! And I think the main reason for it was that I was falling in love, not with her husband but with the man whom you were bringing back to life.

It was that in him, that kind of ambition and that kind of life and friends, that I wanted--oh, so hard! I was groping about to get them--but it's not easy in New York.

And meanwhile we were married, and about that part of it you were right.

I was selfish, I did want him all.

I let everything go, kept everything out--especially his business.