[Pembroke by Mary E. Wilkins Freeman]@TWC D-Link bookPembroke CHAPTER XIV 10/44
She saw the sweet, foolish smiles and blushes of happy girls whose very wits were half astray under the dazzle of love; she felt them half tremble under her hands as she fitted the bridal-gowns to their white shoulders, as if under the touch of their lovers. They walked before her and met her like doppelgaengers, wearing the self-same old joy of her own face, but she looked at them unswervingly.
It is harder to look at the likeness of one's joy than at one's old sorrow, for the one was dearer.
If Charlotte's task whereby she earned her few shillings had been the consoling and strengthening of poor forsaken, jilted girls, instead of the arraying of brides, it would have been a happier and an easier one. But she sat sewing fine, even stitches by the light of the evening candle, hearing the soft murmur of voices from the best rooms, where the fond couples sat, smiling like a soldier over her work.
She pinned on bridal veils and flowers, and nobody knew that her own face instead of the bride's seemed to smile mockingly at her through the veil. She was much happier, although she would have sternly denied it to herself, when she was watching with the sick and putting her wonderful needle-work into shrouds, for it was in request for that also. Except for an increase in staidness and dignity, and a certain decorous change in her garments, Charlotte Barnard did not seem to grow old at all.
Her girlish bloom never faded under her sober bonnet, although ten years had gone by since her own marriage had been broken off. Barney used to watch furtively Charlotte going past.
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