Why might she not even see him?
Nor that only: he regarded Kunda as the root of his troubles; every one considered her so.

Kunda thought, "Why should I be blamed for all this ?" In an evil moment Nagendra had married Kunda.

As every one who sits under the upas-tree must die, so every one who had been touched by the shadow of this marriage was ruined.
Then again Kunda thought, "Surja Mukhi has come to this condition through me.

Surja Mukhi protected me, loved me as a sister; I have made her a beggar by the roadside.

Who is there more unfortunate than I?
Why did I not die by the roadside?
Why do I not die now?
I will not die now; let him come, let me see him again.