11/21 Kennedy made use of the fellow, ordering him about almost brutally, and Kirby obeyed the commands without an answering protest. But I could not command him; to even address the fellow would have been torture, for even then I was without faith, without confidence. The very sneaking, cowardly way in which he acted, did not appeal to me as natural. I could not deny his story--those approaching Indians alone were proof that he fled from a real danger; and yet--and yet, to my mind he could not represent anything but treachery. I possessed but one desire--to kick the cringing cur. |