[Lilith by George MacDonald]@TWC D-Link bookLilith CHAPTER XXII 4/9
Passing through, I looked down a long ancient street.
It was utterly silent, and with scarce an indication in it of life present.
Had I come upon a dead city? I turned and went out again, toiled a long way over the dust-heaps, and crossed several roads, each leading up to a gate: I would not re-enter until some of the inhabitants should be stirring. What was I there for? what did I expect or hope to find? what did I mean to do? I must see, if but once more, the woman I had brought to life! I did not desire her society: she had waked in me frightful suspicions; and friendship, not to say love, was wildly impossible between us! But her presence had had a strange influence upon me, and in her presence I must resist, and at the same time analyse that influence! The seemingly inscrutable in her I would fain penetrate: to understand something of her mode of being would be to look into marvels such as imagination could never have suggested! In this I was too daring: a man must not, for knowledge, of his own will encounter temptation! On the other hand, I had reinstated an evil force about to perish, and was, to the extent of my opposing faculty, accountable for what mischief might ensue! I had learned that she was the enemy of children: the Little Ones might be in her danger! It was in the hope of finding out something of their history that I had left them; on that I had received a little light: I must have more; I must learn how to protect them! Hearing at length a little stir in the place, I walked through the next gate, and thence along a narrow street of tall houses to a little square, where I sat down on the base of a pillar with a hideous bat-like creature atop.
Ere long, several of the inhabitants came sauntering past.
I spoke to one: he gave me a rude stare and ruder word, and went on. I got up and went through one narrow street after another, gradually filling with idlers, and was not surprised to see no children.
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