4/30 "In returning I stopped at the ward political meeting." Then he notes that although the business he follows is especially full of temptations--as no doubt it was to a man keeping so tight a rein over his most natural and legitimate appetites--he feels deeply grateful that, so far, he has had no need to fear his being led away. "My diet is all purchased and all produced by hired labor. I suppose that slave labor produces almost all my dress. And I cannot say that I am rightly conditioned until all I eat, drink, and wear is produced by love." It was a vivid recollection of these early efforts after an ascetic perfection which had neither guide nor definite plan, which prompted the following vigorous self-appreciation, made by Father Hecker two years before his death. |