9/23 One is in harmony all over--in unison with heaven, with the present, living in the natural body, and the past, who have changed. There is a solidarity between them through the Church. My soul is filled." From this point he speedily recedes. By the next day he is "lost almost in the flesh"; "fallen into an identity with my body," and notes that for some time he has "done little in study, but feel that I have lived very much." What hinders him he supposes to be "contemplating any certain amount of study which I ought to accomplish--looking to it as an end. |