12/20 I prayed as I have seldom prayed. I railed and blasphemed--not with my lips, because the woman must think I was asleep--but so much the more viciously in my heart. There were no gradations--not even a tropical twilight. One minute I aw the sun upon the blind; the next--thank God! Oh, thank God! No light broke any longer through the blind; just a faint and narrow glimmer stole between it and the casement; and the light that had been bright golden was palest silver now. |