At first, I received the proposal cordially, and prepared to do my utmost to bring about success; but a fire was kindled in my very heart, which I could not quench.

I so longed to increase my attainments--to become something better than I am; a glimpse of what I felt, I showed to you in one of my former letters--only a glimpse; Mary cast oil upon the flames--encouraged me, and in her own strong, energetic language, heartened me on.

I longed to go to Brussels; but how could I get there?
I wished for one, at least, of my sisters to share the advantage with me.

I fixed on Emily.

She deserved the reward, I knew.