19/22 Since God will not protect us, we must protect ourselves if we can find the means.' 'God! there is no God. At times I have doubted the gods of my people and turned to yours; now I renounce and reject Him. If there were a God of mercy such as you cling to, could He suffer that such things be? Let us have done now with pleading to those who are not, or who, if they live, are deaf to our cries and blind to our misery, and befriend ourselves. But there is time yet; let us talk a while, they will scarcely begin their torments before the dawn, and ere dawn we shall be far.' So we talked as well as my sufferings would allow. |