4/70 But I find it written in the very simplest fashion; words here and there are misspelt and his handwriting is large and round like a schoolboy's. The trying thing in this affair is having nothing to do--nothing one can _possibly_ do. They all, officers, soldiers, from Nikolai Nikolaievitch to my Nikolai here, will tell you that. No empty hours for me if I can help it.... I am perfectly aware that when I'm out of it all, when it's even a day's march behind me, I shall regard it as frankly incredible--not the thing itself but the way I felt about it. |