It has, indeed, inspired me with a disgust of public life; it has taught me to think more meanly of mankind as a whole.

But while weaning my ambitions-- perhaps too abruptly--from a wider sphere, it has directed me upon a happiness which has--dare I say it ?--awaited me all the while beside the hearth.
"Let me avow, dear cousin, that when first this happy inspiration seized me, I had much ado--you know my promptitude of old--to refrain from seeking you at once and pressing my suit with that ardour which the warmth of my purpose dictated.

On second thoughts, however, I decided to spare your emotions that sudden assault, and to make my demand in writing--in military phrase, to summon the garrison in form.
"Your tender consideration of my comfort over a period of years induces me to believe that a stronger claim on that consideration for the future may not be a matter of indifference to you.

In short, I have the honour to offer you my hand, with every assurance of a lifelong fidelity and esteem.

The station I ask you to adorn will be a private one.