15/29 For now, indeed, I saw that my gem was but a pebble. And the echo of her laugh rang in my ears. "You see that I can't come. The first realising of things that cannot be undone brings to a young man a fierce impotent resentment; that was in my heart, and with it a sudden revulsion from what I had desired, as intemperate as the desire, as cruel, it may be, as the thing which gave it birth. Nell's laughter died away, and she was silent. |