7/15 There was no fear of my transgressing her wishes in this respect. I had already lost my dread,--my awe was melting away, but I could no more approach him with familiarity than if fourfold bars of gold surrounded him. I had another conviction, that she encouraged and wished me to return the attachment of Richard Clyde. Her urgent advice had induced me to accept the proffered correspondence with him,--a compliance which I afterwards bitterly regretted. He professed to write only as a _friend_, according to the bond, but amid the evergreen wreath of friendship, he concealed the glowing flowers of love. |