9/16 How dear is your happiness to me,--how holy I deem the charge I have assumed,--you may know by my telling you this. Never mother idolized a son as I do Ernest. He is precious as my heart's best blood,--he is the one idol that comes between me and my God. My love is more intense for the anxiety I feel on his account. If I could have prevented his loving;--but how could I, in the constant presence of an object so formed to inspire all the romance of love? |