7/42 He was always a little theatrical, especially when most in earnest. Then, one evening, sitting down to supper at a restaurant, I noticed him opposite to me in company that could hardly be called doubtful. "I've been an old woman for nearly six months," he said, with a laugh. "I find I can't stand it any longer." "After all," he continued, "what is life for but to live? And do you know"-- he leant across the table, speaking earnestly--"honestly and seriously, I'm a better man--I feel it and know it--when I am my natural self than when I am trying to be an impossible saint." That was the mistake he made; he always ran to extremes. |