[Donal Grant by George MacDonald]@TWC D-Link bookDonal Grant CHAPTER XXVI 5/17
If I did not do my best for the poor girl, I dared not look my Master in the face!--Where is your honour, my lord ?" "I never told her I would marry her." "I never supposed you had." "Well, what then ?" "I repeat, such attentions as yours must naturally be supposed by any innocent girl to mean marriage." "Bah! she is not such a fool!" "I fear she is fool enough not to know to what they must then point!" "They point to nothing." "Then you take advantage of her innocence to amuse yourself with her." "What if she be not quite so innocent as you would have her." "My lord, you are a scoundrel." For one moment Forgue seemed to wrestle with an all but uncontrollable fury; the next he laughed--but it was not a nice laugh. "Come now," he said, "I'm glad I've put you in a rage! I've got over mine.
I'll tell you the whole truth: there is nothing between me and the girl--nothing whatever, I give you my word, except an innocent flirtation.
Ask herself." "My lord," said Donal, "I believe what you mean me to understand.
I thought nothing worse of it myself." "Then why the devil kick up such an infernal shindy about it ?" "For these reasons, my lord:--" "Oh, come! don't be long-winded." "You must hear me." "Go on." "I will suppose she does not imagine you mean to marry her." "She can't!" "Why not ?" "She's not a fool, and she can't imagine me such an idiot!" "But may she not suppose you love her ?" He tried to laugh. "You have never told her so ?--never said or done anything to make her think so ?" "Oh, well! she may think so--after a sort of a fashion!" "Would she speak to you again if she heard you talking so of the love you give her ?" "You know as well as I do the word has many meanings ?" "And which is she likely to take? That which is confessedly false and worth nothing ?" "She may take which she pleases, and drop it when she pleases." "But now, does she not take your words of love for more than they are worth ?" "She says I will soon forget her." "Will any saying keep her from being so in love with you as to reap misery? You don't know what the consequences may be! Her love wakened by yours, may be infinitely stronger than yours!" "Oh, women don't now-a-days die for love!" said his lordship, feeling a little flattered. "It would be well for some of them if they did! they never get over it. She mayn't die, true! but she may live to hate the man that led her to think he loved her, and taught her to believe in nobody.
Her whole life may be darkened because you would amuse yourself." "She has her share of the amusement, and I have my share, by Jove, of the danger! She's a very pretty, clever, engaging girl--though she is but a housemaid!" said Forgue, as if uttering a sentiment of quite communistic liberality. "What you say shows the more danger to her! If you admire her so much you must have behaved to her so much the more like a genuine lover? But any suffering the affair may have caused you, will hardly, I fear, persuade you to the only honourable escape!" "By Jupiter!" cried Forgue.
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