[Put Yourself in His Place by Charles Reade]@TWC D-Link bookPut Yourself in His Place CHAPTER XII 34/76
She pleaded headache, and dined in her own room. Meantime Mr.Coventry passed a bitter time. He had heard young Little say, "Wait two years." And now Grace was evading and procrastinating, and so, literally, obeying that young man, with all manner of false pretenses.
This was a revelation, and cast back a bright light on many suspicious things he had observed in the church. He was tortured with jealous agony.
And it added to his misery that he could not see his way to any hostilities. Little could easily be driven out of the country, for that matter; he had himself told them both how certainly that would befall him if he was betrayed to the Unions.
But honor and gratitude forbade this line; and Coventry, in the midst of his jealous agony, resisted that temptation fiercely, would not allow his mind even to dwell upon it for a moment. He recalled all his experiences; and, after a sore struggle of passion, he came to some such conclusion as this: that Grace would have married him if she had not unexpectedly fallen in with Little, under very peculiar and moving circumstances; that an accident of this kind would never occur again, and he must patiently wear out the effect of it. He had observed that in playing an uphill game of love the lover must constantly ask himself, "What should I do, were I to listen to my heart ?" and having ascertained that, must do the opposite.
So now Mr. Coventry grimly resolved to control his wishes for a time, to hide his jealousy, to hide his knowledge of her deceit, to hide his own anger.
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