46/57 Even his depression had passed, there was not a trace now of the energy with which he had set out "to make an end of it all." Complete apathy had succeeded to it. "Anyway I'll make an end, for I want to.... But is it a way out? damn! How tired I am! If I could find somewhere to sit or lie down soon! What I am most ashamed of is its being so stupid. But I don't care about that either! What idiotic ideas come into one's head." To reach the police office he had to go straight forward and take the second turning to the left. |