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Ten Years Later

CHAPTER XXXVIII
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She knew Louis was hesitating, if not in doubt, and that his indolent or timid heart required aid and encouragement.

"And so ?" she said, interrogatively, breaking the silence.
"What do you mean ?" inquired Louis, after a moment's pause.
"I mean, that I shall be obliged to return to the resolution I had formed." "To what resolution ?" "To that which I have already submitted to your majesty." "When ?" "On the very day we had a certain explanation about Monsieur's jealousies." "What did you say to me then ?" inquired Louis, with some anxiety.
"Do you not remember, sire ?" "Alas! if it be another cause of unhappiness, I shall recollect it soon enough." "A cause of unhappiness for myself alone, sire," replied Madame Henrietta; "but as it is necessary, I must submit to it." "At least, tell me what it is," said the king.
"Absence." "Still that unkind resolve ?" "Believe me, sire, I have not found it without a violent struggle with myself; it is absolutely necessary I should return to England." "Never, never will I permit you to leave France," exclaimed the king.
"And yet, sire," said Madame, affecting a gentle yet sorrowful determination, "nothing is more urgently necessary; nay, more than that, I am persuaded it is your mother's desire I should do so." "Desire!" exclaimed the king; "that is a very strange expression to use to me." "Still," replied Madame Henrietta, smilingly, "are you not happy in submitting to the wishes of so good a mother ?" "Enough, I implore you; you rend my very soul." "I ?" "Yes; for you speak of your departure with tranquillity." "I was not born for happiness, sire," replied the princess, dejectedly; "and I acquired, in very early life, the habit of seeing my dearest wishes disappointed." "Do you speak truly ?" said the king.

"Would your departure gainsay any one of your cherished thoughts ?" "If I were to say 'yes,' would you begin to take your misfortune patiently ?" "How cruel you are!" "Take care, sire; some one is coming." The king looked all round him, and said, "No, there is no one," and then continued: "Come, Henrietta, instead of trying to contend against Monsieur's jealousy by a departure which would kill me--" Henrietta slightly shrugged her shoulders like a woman unconvinced.
"Yes," repeated Louis, "which would kill me, I say.

Instead of fixing your mind on this departure, does not your imagination--or rather does not your heart--suggest some expedient ?" "What is it you wish my heart to suggest ?" "Tell me, how can one prove to another that it is wrong to be jealous ?" "In the first place, sire, by giving no motive for jealousy; in other words, in loving no one but the person in question." "Oh! I expected more than that." "What did you expect ?" "That you would simply tell me that jealous people are pacified by concealing the affection which is entertained for the object of jealousy." "Dissimulation is difficult, sire." "Yet it is only be means of conquering difficulties that any happiness is attained.

As far as I am concerned, I swear I will give the lie to those who are jealous of me by pretending to treat you like any other woman." "A bad, as well as unsafe, means," said the young princess, shaking her pretty head.
"You seem to think everything bad, dear Henrietta," said Louis, discontentedly.


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